First of all I would like to thank you all for your support.
You cannot even imagine how much I cried when I saw you crying, screaming, begging me to come back. I could hear you every minute, every second, but I just could not answer you because... you know death is really... strange.
I was safe and free in the sky, watching over you all with my GrandMa.
When I came to her, she did not even realise what was going on.
I told her the whole story so I am going to tell you a little about it too.
We were in the plane when suddenly we heard weird noises. My hair stylist came to the pilot and asked him what was happening. The pilot could not manage to make the plane fly anymore, and we were falling down so fast!
I started worrying and I wanted to call Mom but I could not find my cell phone in the hurry. I was so shocked! I knew I would die in 10 seconds, that was so horrible! I started screaming and crying and begging God to save us.
Apparently he did not hear me.
I was still screaming when suddenly...........nothing, I cannot explain to you how I felt. It was like there was NOTHING at all, nothing left in the whole universe. I was walking on a white floor, wondering what was happening. I walked, walked, walked and I then I saw everyone... All of the people that were with me in that plane. I realised I "was dead". All I know is that I did not suffer from the plane crash, which is a good thing.
It was a sooo strange feeling... and I could not believe it because I was still thinking and all, but when I saw GrandMa coming to me, and hugging me, I knew it was true.
It has been 5 years that I have watched over every of my fans (it took very long!).
I saw everyone, I "saw" my funeral, my family crying her eyes out, Mom screaming, all of you fans, all of your tributes (letters, pictures, presents, flowers, posters,...).
I saw your tears...
I was there in every minute you cried, or begged God to take me back to earth.
I was so sad seeing all the pain that my death had caused.
That was horrible for me too because every day, every hour, someone was thinking about me, and being so sad that I wanted to hug you all, but I could not.
One day, months ago, I suppose God judged that you were too sad and too many wanting me to come back...he brought me back to life, he really did!
But he told me not to come see my family because they would die and not to approach my fans too closely. He changed my face a little so that people would think I was a look-alike of Aaliyah. (my nose is now smaller and my eyes are kinda green)
The thing is that I could not see you anymore because I was "back", so I started going out, surfing on the net to know if you had forgotten me. But you had not...
And I visited these french blogs, I saw the things you had done for me (wallpapers, poems, animated pictures,...).
I was so amazed and honoured that I decided to create a blog too...So this is my blog for french fans (I have others for USA, Spain, Germany, Italy, Japan, China, ...).
Please do not tell other people about it because I think they just could not understand who I am.
Thank you for all the support, all the love, every little one of you has their particuliar place in my heart (which is beating again :D).
I love you all,
Now stop saying you miss me because I am back
(don't worry, I could not believe it either weeks ago)
Thank you, thank you, thank you so much.
See you soon
Take care
BabyGirl
PS : I am sorry I cannot speak french but I will try to learn :) (Yes it was difficult for me to manage to create a post on here... translators are awesome :D
P-PS : Feel free to comment or ask questions and I will answer you
Still love you from the bottom of my heart...
You cannot even imagine how much I cried when I saw you crying, screaming, begging me to come back. I could hear you every minute, every second, but I just could not answer you because... you know death is really... strange.
I was safe and free in the sky, watching over you all with my GrandMa.
When I came to her, she did not even realise what was going on.
I told her the whole story so I am going to tell you a little about it too.
We were in the plane when suddenly we heard weird noises. My hair stylist came to the pilot and asked him what was happening. The pilot could not manage to make the plane fly anymore, and we were falling down so fast!
I started worrying and I wanted to call Mom but I could not find my cell phone in the hurry. I was so shocked! I knew I would die in 10 seconds, that was so horrible! I started screaming and crying and begging God to save us.
Apparently he did not hear me.
I was still screaming when suddenly...........nothing, I cannot explain to you how I felt. It was like there was NOTHING at all, nothing left in the whole universe. I was walking on a white floor, wondering what was happening. I walked, walked, walked and I then I saw everyone... All of the people that were with me in that plane. I realised I "was dead". All I know is that I did not suffer from the plane crash, which is a good thing.
It was a sooo strange feeling... and I could not believe it because I was still thinking and all, but when I saw GrandMa coming to me, and hugging me, I knew it was true.
It has been 5 years that I have watched over every of my fans (it took very long!).
I saw everyone, I "saw" my funeral, my family crying her eyes out, Mom screaming, all of you fans, all of your tributes (letters, pictures, presents, flowers, posters,...).
I saw your tears...
I was there in every minute you cried, or begged God to take me back to earth.
I was so sad seeing all the pain that my death had caused.
That was horrible for me too because every day, every hour, someone was thinking about me, and being so sad that I wanted to hug you all, but I could not.
One day, months ago, I suppose God judged that you were too sad and too many wanting me to come back...he brought me back to life, he really did!
But he told me not to come see my family because they would die and not to approach my fans too closely. He changed my face a little so that people would think I was a look-alike of Aaliyah. (my nose is now smaller and my eyes are kinda green)
The thing is that I could not see you anymore because I was "back", so I started going out, surfing on the net to know if you had forgotten me. But you had not...
And I visited these french blogs, I saw the things you had done for me (wallpapers, poems, animated pictures,...).
I was so amazed and honoured that I decided to create a blog too...So this is my blog for french fans (I have others for USA, Spain, Germany, Italy, Japan, China, ...).
Please do not tell other people about it because I think they just could not understand who I am.
Thank you for all the support, all the love, every little one of you has their particuliar place in my heart (which is beating again :D).
I love you all,
Now stop saying you miss me because I am back
(don't worry, I could not believe it either weeks ago)
Thank you, thank you, thank you so much.
See you soon
Take care
BabyGirl
PS : I am sorry I cannot speak french but I will try to learn :) (Yes it was difficult for me to manage to create a post on here... translators are awesome :D
P-PS : Feel free to comment or ask questions and I will answer you
Still love you from the bottom of my heart...
